http://www.livejournal.com/users/uzheletta/33751.html?nc=10
Yes, Uzheletta, I am sure I understand you and your game of "I don't exist", and it is so sad you feel so... And so hard for you. You'll re-assemble yourself, you'll just choose the pieces you want to use (and all the world and all your thoughts about its parts are just that pieces...), and you'll make them pretty and they will fit together well... sort of. And then you'll not play this game... for a while.
Meanwhile - you can play this game, but your friends are not playing it. They are holding the pieces for you.
Yes, Uzheletta, I am sure I understand you and your game of "I don't exist", and it is so sad you feel so... And so hard for you. You'll re-assemble yourself, you'll just choose the pieces you want to use (and all the world and all your thoughts about its parts are just that pieces...), and you'll make them pretty and they will fit together well... sort of. And then you'll not play this game... for a while.
Meanwhile - you can play this game, but your friends are not playing it. They are holding the pieces for you.